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A Madman's Fate

by Finding Sanity

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Instrumental
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When you're torn into You must find a way to pick up all the pieces And put them back with glue Standing there I saw in you a look of despair just like me And as I toed the line I could not turn away And I know I felt sorry for you I was just a fool I was a fool, I was a fool, I was a fool because of you..
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Every night I feel so alone We're both here but I feel as if no ones home I kinda miss the old days Where we talked on the phone Back then we seemed to get along But those days are long gone And I'm alone So alone and I know you feel the same way If only I knew away to make the pain go away Other than leaving you I'd try.. But my hands are tied And whatever we had has died Maybe it's just me or maybe its this house We're trapped inside with no way out Something's got a hold of us And we can't break free The fear and the drive And the will to burn the past And move on has burnt out So what to do next is up to you Because I've ran out ideas And I'm tired of being alone Wishing I was wanted And with someone who realized I'm here and not a ghost without a soul
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You want me, I want you But it can't be that fool proof Something I know is about to impede our fate And you are a foil to me We can make each other complete If you can come with me Sometimes its best not to try so hard Just relax and take it slow Believe me, I want to also We can have some fun And you can come undone Come undone with me We can make each other complete If you can come with me Naked and fearless Taste so sweet Unraveled passion, feel the heat
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I'm waiting for each day to end And I notice you've done nothing again I ask myself why do I do all this without you And you are never around when I need you most Your presence here is like the chill of a ghost And you only care to appear When its apparently convenient for you To come and silence the host
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Broken 04:30
Fear twisting, negative force fed ambition Clanks the chains of submission Altered state, cathartic condition Blood drenched inhibitions Rinse it all away Before this and us I was open to trust But now I'm broken down We're broken Once there's rust it all turns to dust Falling between my crooked fingers Warped and twisted by these tarnished bands of time Why does it have to be so hard Undermined and under scars The pain lingers like a curse I thought I had been through the worst Yet I digress.. My mind is a festering mess And I do detest this corrosive jest That's slowly eating away at my patience
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How long 05:16
When the fire comes down on us Who'll be around to share the pain? As the sting of death numbs the nerves Who's going to save you again? When we've come this far and struggled all the way What kind of reward is this for the sacrifice that we've made? I just wanted you to see through the veil Red curtain spread, a crack to view, curtail A certain few whence did they become so divine so new? Black eyes in the dark can hide Until unveiled by the light I despise and I was right And I was right
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Time-less 04:14
Instrumental
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The Withered 04:01
Withered We are withered Thirsting, wilting We're wilting Where's the rain? Where's the rain? I've been out here on my own Tried so hard I'm hanging on I don't know where I went wrong Must dig deeper into the ground Tie me down deeper through The stones are mine to break through Everything wilts away and leaves me thirsting Out here on my own Nutrient life giving Cut me down I'll grow again I'll grow with purpose in this rocky ground The thorns that bind me won't choke me out Withered away my seeds are found The birds will carry me to higher ground
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re-Flux 02:28
Instrumental
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All alone the night the day Kicking the can always demand Hand in hand broken hand Drawing the line in the sand Never a break Give me a break Homeless feed on what he can Less fed by the man Take take take take take Don't understand Break break break break Its that time again Pain escaping plan On the clock scratch the x Time negates one more chance to escape... Get the tabs must sedate Minds race scratching face Paranoia locked inside Splashing face save face taste cold taste What a waste what a waste Cold outside can't escape Got to get out of this place Got to get out Your such a disgrace In times of need Need and greed Can't be like it used to be Too long addiction feed Everyone's a zombie indeed You want to blame society Afflicted yourself entirely Now you're alone supersede Taking place replace the hate Got to get back to the bottle.. It's safer inside by the fire Look what you've become Now look what you've become
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Deep Down 03:12
Grab pins poking in skin Waste not want sin Such a sin trapped again All alone here, friends Overcome by this oppression Depression decompression compressed flesh Mind trapped Run circles Run ahead Get ahead Give head Pump lead grain fed Poison cheat death Hard lines your cries death dead Sing in your head Span of life shortened Break bread Drink the coins from the cup of the dead Give it all to me I'll take it Even if its not what I want to be It's what I've always been
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Instrumental
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Pressure 03:40
Everything I gave to you you've thrown away I should've kept it inside, hid away, so it could rot away But you kept reaching in through the skin, I'm tortured in Cracked and leeching sin, can't start this again I've given into the pressure once again and I wont hold nothing back I've given into the pressure once again and I won't hold nothing back Back, back, back, I won't hold nothing back I'll find my way if it takes an eternity Stuck inside this rabbit cage Chasing my tail fail after fail I'll find a way I'll find a way, to escape I'll find a way I'll find a way back But you kept reaching in through the skin I'm tortured in Cracked and leeching sin, can't start this again I've given into the pressure once again and I wont hold nothing back I've given into the pressure once again and I won't hold nothing back
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Come to me, throw me down, set me free my little child All these years, just one more mile Gonna get past this trial You are the sex, my breath, my eyes A reason to change this life so I don't die Turn me over, just survive I know that I can be the man deep down inside of me Just give me a chance, whisper those words "I believe in you" We're survivors baby This piggy cant help but melt in you You're locked up inside And You're on my mind Gonna outlast this test Gonna put this right We're almost home Let your saving grace Send me through That's what we'll do Come to me, throw me down, set me free my little child We're going to get passed this trial, all these years just one more mile You are the sex, you are my breath, you are my eyes The reason to change this life, so i don't die, turn me over just survive Just give me a chance, whisper those words, "I believe in you" I believe in you Did you believe? Did you ever believe? Believe in me We're Survivors baby This pig he can't help and im going to melt, I'm going to melt, I'm going to melt
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Instrumental

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Finding Sanity: A Madman's Fate is a concept I've had since I began making electronic music.
The wording was inspired from Ozzy's Diary of a Madman.

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released February 3, 2017

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